Taylor Swift - this is me trying(2020)

[00:28.80] I've been having a hard time adjusting
[00:32.11] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
[00:35.62] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
[00:39.23] I have a lot of regrets about that
[00:42.89] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
[00:46.38] Could've followed my fears all the way down
[00:49.57] And maybe I don't quite know what to say
[00:52.55] But I'm here in your doorway
[00:54.70] I just wanted you to know
[00:58.03] That this is me trying
[01:01.84] I just wanted you to know
[01:05.17] That this is me trying
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[01:25.19] They told me all of my cages were mental
[01:28.68] So I got wasted like all my potential
[01:32.40] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
[01:35.79] I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:39.06] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
[01:42.74] Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here
[01:46.59] Pouring out my heart to a stranger
[01:49.09] But I didn't pour the whiskey
[01:51.43] I just wanted you to know
[01:54.51] That this is me trying
[01:58.36] I just wanted you to know
[02:01.70] That this is me trying
[02:05.87] At least I'm trying
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[02:20.99] And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
[02:25.44] It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
[02:28.81] You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
[02:33.41] And I just wanted you to know
[02:36.89] That this is me trying
[02:39.01] (And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
[02:40.93] I just wanted you to know
[02:44.01] That this is me trying
[02:48.23] At least I'm trying
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