grandson, Phem - How Bout Now (Text Voter XX to 40649)(2020)

I've been searchin' for a sign
Through the corners of my mind
Lookin' for permission for someone that told me that I'm fine
Truth is that I've been a mess
Like I'm wasted and depressed
Facing my addiction
Is this as good as it gets?
(Woo, woo, woo, woo)

I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of hearin' "Not right now"
I hope one day, it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah
I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of feelin' six feet down
I hope one day, it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah

How about now?
How about now?

I won't let this city get me down
Even though I hate this fuckin' town
Careful who you share your dreams with
Thought that I'd feel better now
I fell back and hit my head
I cry 'til my eyes turn red
I'm tired of feelin' like shit
And I done quit, a stranger in my skin

I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of hearin' "Not right now"
I hope one day, it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah
I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of feelin' six feet down
I hope one day, it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah

How about now?
How about now?

If you need a little help, you can put it on me
If you're goin' through Hell, you can put it on me
If you're doin' it yourself, you can put it on me
Put it on me, you can put it on me
If you need a little help, you can put it on me
If you're goin' through Hell, you can put it on me
Fuck the hand that you were dealt, put it on me
Put it on me, you can put it on me

I'm so sick of that same old shit (same old shit)
I'm so sick of hearin' "Not right now" (right now)
I hope one day, it gets better than this (better than this)
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah
I'm so sick of that same old shit (same old shit)
I'm so sick of feelin' six feet down
I hope one day, it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah

How about now?
How about now?