Secrets - My Mind, Myself & I(2019)

[00:12.78] So help me God to fall asleep at night
[00:17.05] 'Cause every night feels like I'm losing a fistfight
[00:19.79] I'm gone, feels like there's something wrong
[00:22.93] 'Cause I can't escape from these prison walls
[00:26.98] That I've built myself
[00:29.01] If you can hear me, can you please come free me?
[00:32.27] Time, feels like I have none left
[00:35.55] Can you check my pulse, if it's beating?
[00:38.47] Sometimes I feel like
[00:40.83] I'm heading in the right direction, then I turn
[00:48.15] I knew that it was too good to be true 'cause I've learned
[00:52.13] That suffering lasts forever
[00:56.63] It always takes me in, it pulls me under farther
[01:00.15] Does everybody else just walk on water?
[01:02.81] Breathing in and breathing out, I suffer
[01:06.31] So help me God, can I recover?
[01:08.92] It's so tough to get up these days
[01:12.13] There's nowhere to go when your mind's a cage
[01:16.13] I'm stuck treading water, slowly drowning in this pain
[01:21.30] Can't seem to get much sleep
[01:24.48] When I close my eyes, I just overthink
[01:28.28] About everything I've done and will do
[01:32.75] Am I born to lose?
[01:35.70] Immobilized, I'm petrified
[01:40.74] I can't run and I can't hide
[01:46.44] Am I paralyzed? Is this my life?
[01:49.36] Anxiety has got the best of me tonight
[01:53.20] Feels like I can't unwind
[01:55.58] My chest restricted and tight
[01:59.50] It's like I've lost all sight
[02:01.50] All darkness without a sign of light
[02:08.16] I guess I'm stuck here waiting for anything
[02:10.54] It's so tough to get up these days
[02:13.80] There's nowhere to go when your mind's a cage
[02:17.59] I'm stuck treading water, slowly drowning in this pain
[02:22.84] Can't seem to get much sleep
[02:25.81] When I close my eyes, I just overthink
[02:29.87] About everything I've done and will do
[02:34.09] Am I born to lose?
[02:55.78] I can't run, I can't hide
[02:58.49] I guess I gotta just stand and fight tonight
[03:15.54] I'm stuck in a cycle, it's repeating
[03:20.30] Help me out of this hole, I can't keep bleeding
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