Midwxst - i know you hate me(2022)

[00:19.53] I've been fighting with thoughts and temptations
[00:22.14] I'm not good at holding conversations
[00:24.74] Bae bear with me, baby, please just be patient
[00:27.34] Want you here, I don't want my bed vacant
[00:29.10] Every night, we been fightin' and fuckin' and lovin'
[00:32.79] I don't know if I hate this shit or love it
[00:35.29] Don't wanna keep goin' but don't wanna cut it
[00:37.96] In a predicament but won't discuss it, no
[00:41.27] You say you love me
[00:42.23] But I know you hate me
[00:43.64] Don't ever wan' face me
[00:44.94] You know what I'm facin'
[00:46.23] I'm not one for chasin'
[00:47.58] You're never explainin'
[00:48.89] I'm gone on the weekends
[00:50.10] I'm off the deep end
[00:51.84] Nothing ever makes sense
[00:53.61] Watch you walk out my life
[00:55.17] And it ain't been the same since
[00:57.16] Put it in the past tense
[00:58.87] I was playing the offense
[01:00.38] But now I'm on defence
[01:02.13] Never said you were the one
[01:03.40] That was crazy
[01:04.64] I should've had better judgement, I was lazy
[01:07.31] Now I sit and recollect while I'm on vacay
[01:09.82] I should've known that you were trouble
[01:11.23] When you made me say
[01:12.45] That I love you so much
[01:13.75] I don't want you to leave
[01:15.01] And that you were the one
[01:16.36] That was pulling my strings
[01:17.78] And then you went and
[01:18.56] Ripped my heart up into pieces
[01:20.59] I never thought it would reach this
[01:22.57] You say you love me
[01:23.65] But I know you hate me
[01:24.88] Don't ever wan' face me
[01:26.25] You know what I'm facin'
[01:27.52] I'm not one for chasin'
[01:28.83] You're never explainin'
[01:30.09] I'm gone on the weekends
[01:31.48] I'm off the deep end
[01:33.15] Nothing ever makes sense
[01:35.06] Watch you walk out my life
[01:36.35] And it ain't been the same since
[01:38.34] Put it in the past tense
[01:40.11] I was playing the offense
[01:41.77] But now I'm on defence
[01:44.01] And once you leave
[01:44.78] There's no comin' back
[01:46.04] I don't wanna see your face
[01:47.39] And on top of that
[01:48.62] I don't want you in my phone
[01:49.85] No, I'm not textin' back
[01:51.02] I know that no matter what you do
[01:52.42] That you'll come running back
[01:53.97] And don't try to backtrack
[01:55.27] On shit that you said
[01:56.55] 'Cause to me in my head
[01:57.71] You're already dead
[01:59.47] So I'm gonna let you rest in peace, uh
[02:02.23] Hopefully this will end the misery
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