Midwxst, brakence - okay(2022)

[00:00.50] I put my phone on DND, don't look at my texts (Lunamatic)
[00:03.67] And I know there's somethin' wrong with me, I know I'm a mess
[00:06.65] And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed
[00:10.03] I never seem to pass my tests
[00:12.00] Had to say "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[00:15.95] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day
[00:19.21] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[00:22.17] Escape from, my reality, I might run away
[00:25.91] Close the door and no, I'm never gonna open it up
[00:29.06] If you look in my eyes, you can tell I never gave a fuck
[00:32.28] I know I'll never be anything, I'll never be enough
[00:35.59] It's hard to process all these thoughts
[00:36.97] It's hard to come up with stuff
[00:38.80] To say to people that ask me if I'm okay
[00:41.83] 'Cause I know that I'm not, I never was in any damn way
[00:45.01] But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed
[00:48.11] You stab me in the back and left me there, in the sheet I lay
[00:51.68] Walk inside a party, they said that I'm bad news
[00:54.60] You always judgin' but don't know what I've been through
[00:57.65] Oh, you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you
[01:00.85] You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I can't withstand you
[01:04.06] You know you're in the wrong, but never wanna say it
[01:07.56] You wanna take my trust? you broke it and betrayed it
[01:10.58] All of these memories and thoughts, they keep replayin'
[01:13.72] And you're the puppeteer, I know you won't portray it
[01:16.03] Had to say "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[01:19.93] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day
[01:23.08] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[01:26.33] Escape from, my reality, I might run away
[01:29.50] "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[01:32.72] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day
[01:35.83] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[01:39.08] Escape from, my reality, I might run away
[01:42.47] (Bloomtodeath)
[01:44.05] Man comin' up is so exhaustin'
[01:46.49] I keep fuckin' up, but now everybody's watchin'
[01:49.93] Watchin', like was it worth of what it cost me?
[01:52.67] Block me, baby, I like it barbie
[01:54.06] Now you givin' up on the pride that I got left of me
[01:56.95] I understate it 'cause you pry so incessantly
[02:00.13] My crush is straight, always go cry to him desperately
[02:03.35] Your love is fake, you're only higher off the ecstasy
[02:06.34] But maybe I better be
[02:07.80] I'm so done treatin' death like a secret
[02:10.97] Starin' me down, killin' every belief
[02:13.97] Livin' a short life, just gettin' ready to pass away
[02:17.81] I was tryna survive, maybe I had to say
[02:20.58] "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[02:23.95] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day
[02:27.11] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[02:30.23] Escape from, my reality, I might run away
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